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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
oh love lub luv lurve ♥ it's been crazy crazy *O* I can't really remember everything, but there are some things... I know I will always remember. Some things, (or thongs as Eli would have typed xD) no matter how minute they may be... no matter how little they may seem... no matter how short they may span across... once it has touched your heart, you know it will stay. These are the memories that I want to hold on to, because they will always make me smile. I'm not really sure how I will be able to blog this though~ :O let's just be spontaneous shall we? *beams* 15thJun2010  ^O^ onward, let's go~ I sort of met up with chew, poker, soph spontaneously before hitching a ride from my daddy to sleep over at gillyweed's. Everything was sort of kaboom and yahoo they all fell into their rightful places without even a need for a plan~ hiakhiak XD  I bought this just before going over haha the ahjumma thought that I was buying this as a month worth of supply :P =3=we were sticker-ing away~  and tying loads of ribbons x)I figured we didn't sleep much, I knew I slept, but I knew I was sort of awake too. Confusing eh? =] The eggcitement~ I jumped out of bed though, for a funny reason and sort of rawr-ed using lq's computer because when I feel strongly about some things, I need to say. It is never my  16thJun2010-18thJun2010  Church camp was refreshing ^3^ in all ways. besides cultivating a hobby of the moment...to DIVE into beds XD  we played games.we made pottery.  we ate.we shared.  we had fun, in the sun.together. we listened. we took notes. we shared. we talked. we learned. we prayed. IT WAS SO PEACEFUL.  we even managed to squeeze some shopping in :OHAHAHA DAEBAK! =3 19thJun2010  uh huh~ and in the morning, we had to cab down to KL and checked into another hotel ^O^after meeting rusee, sue and cordy wootootoo *chants fan meet chants showcase*  THIS.was probably what made alexander popped over to whisper to eli! and eli picked :O ME! (oh well, he just wanted to pick someone from singapore prolly and I happen to be at where he pointed XD) but it was tingling. It's a pretty amazing feeling ^^V I stood up since I was O_O? and gave the ??? vibe.. *beholds dramatic music* the girl, yes the girl between sue and me, in the photo.. ran up =.= and eli's face fell. *applause for eli* I don't even know why I was so calm *shrugs* but I knew, it meant much more than just a chance to go onto stage. and it was kind of a rofl-moment too hurhur so... I guess in the end, we have to thank that girl :D  because he picked me? because he played the armpits' game? because he looks good? because of his charisma? because of his dorkiness? because of his loserness? nah, it's none of those. there's no reason. ♥ (OMG I AM SO CHEESY *SHIVERS*) I knew I fell hard, for this muahchee. RIGHT AND LQ GOT PICKED TO PLAY THE GAME W ALEXANDER ;D *winks* and got a group hug! we were so happy for her ^O^ eggciting y'know hoho! sue and I were hugging each other and crying during End of the Road :O because the emotions were overwhelming.  OHOHO XDthat was our dinner LOL and we went for mega-speed-zoom-shopping :O *ZOOMSZOOMS* 20thJun2010 CRAZY DAY. we ran ran ran. we ran ran ran. our flight was supposed to reach an hour later than U-Kiss' and that would wreck a lot of plans since we had to get the snacks and drinks into their bus before they arrived etc BUT OHYEAHOHYEAHHEY! xD we sort of reached on time, and they came out almost immediately after we rannnnnnnn with our luggages and reached the exit. oh ho, then I MET KURO XOXO I really admire Kuro unnie, because I know I will never be able to be as super as her. She's daebak. *echoes daebak* I don't even remember to take photos when I see U-Kiss :O HAHAHAHAHAHAHA ate hainanese chicken rice :D FANSIGN. was awesome *O* I wished we bought bubble tea too, it looks ^O^ RUN RUN RUN. you better run, and so we rannnnn for the shengsiong show. IT WAS BEST. LOOKING AT THE WHOLE STUDIO FILLED WITH KISS ME(S). we ran out of balloons to give out T^T I was so thankful. I was so grateful. I was/am/will always be so thankful that all those people were there. and that they were there, for U-Kiss. because I knew, how it was like when no one else was there for U-Kiss. we even got a ride home :D because I had enough electricity to aegyo thank you, Uncle Allan xD 21Jun2010 things just got better, because we never had any expectations.  "Eli keeps looking at your board. You're so lucky!"that made me tingle tingle :)  EVERYTHING WENT WELL, THANKS TO DJ KEN!._. heheheh PHEW!  and somehow I poked eli and there were so many hugs.but the best moment was when I pranked him HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH ROFL  however, I got disappointed because of the scene at the hotel. I never did remember those hugs and pokes and smiles and words until much later. because I cried. I was hurt. Why would anyone want to hurt these boys, the very people who mean so much to me, to us? Why wasn't anyone doing anything? Where was the security? WHY? 22ndJun2010 I cried. I cried so much. I cried when I apologized to shimbujang in the afternoon. I cried when I was in the van. I cried when I was out of the van. I cried when I was in the lobby. I cried when I was out of the lobby. I cried because I felt so helpless. I cried because I was so worried. I cried because I knew they didn't hire security. I cried because I could do nothing. I cried because the staff of the hotel didn't care. I cried because I was so scared that the boys would be hurt. Uncle Allan was cool though, he bought us chickens :D for real! our van was sort of all the van uncles' meeting place.. food, drinks, knife, glue, everything you need, they provided ^^V I took panadols but I survived :D Then. I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT WE GOT THIS CRAZY IDEA. and we went with it. "what if it fails?" "what if?" "how are we going to do it?" there were so many thoughts running in my mind. but. We have to do it. There's no how, no what if, we just have to do it. that's what I said, probably trying to reassure myself. and we did it. We made a human barricade. I cried, again. I was crying and praying so hard on the van, on our way to the airport. THANK GOD! We got more manpower than we initially had =3= I knew I was crying. But, I couldn't stop. I was crying when I told lingfang we wanted to help. (right, and I had tissue paper in my hand :O hahaha so pathetic right?) I cried even harder when they said they didn't need our help. I know we locked arms, and we went with it anyway. WE HAD TO DO SOMETHING. oh, but shimbujang knew what we were trying to do and he liked it. but he pranked us too =_=''' I knew I would rather be the one to be hurt, than anyone of the boys. And I knew, that the girls who were there with me, linking arms and standing firm... had that exact same thought too ♥ The crowd was scary. ;( We fell. But, U-Kiss didn't fall. :) We sort of stopped people from advancing too, because we were such a heap of fallen people. ROFL Those creepers stepped, and walked on us, as though we weren't there. ouch. I cried, for the third time in the day when I knew our barricade fell away. And I cried and cried. Because, finally, they were going home and safe. Tears of relief. Tears of disbelief. Tears of frustration. I don't think I could tell, but my tears just fell and fell and fell. And I cried and cried and cried. Because, I knew that the girls all around me, are truly remarkable. The girls I know I can always trust. The girls who will always be here for U-Kiss. The girls who did not question us on anything but was willing to help. The girls who really wanted to protect the boys. The girls who tried their hardest. I was so so so very thankful. I was so touched. Yet, at the same time, I cried because I was hurt. Not because of the bruises, not because of the scratches. My heart hurt. It was so painful, so I continued to cry. BUT OH WELL XOXO I was so amazed by this love we had. I didn't even care when my head felt like bursting and I was running a fever. Thank God, for all these blessings and angels X)  ♥and to end off this adventure.  =_____________________________________='''haha and once again, I want to thank you. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart, if you were one of those angels I met along the way x) :O I sound like a crybaby *runs away* |
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